Just Because… July 2, 2009
Posted by Queen Phillips in Innermost Thoughts, Personal Essay, life.Tags: inspiration, self motivation, personal, death, success, life, heart, decisions
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Several times a week, my regional director sends out messages to motivate, inspire and encourage staff to stay focused as public servants trying to make a difference in the lives of Texans with disabilities. This particular email stuck with me “just because” it had a personal touch that came from the heart. So, I asked his permission to post it on my blog…. Quote:
Just Because
Good Afternoon,
I was talking to a friend last night about when we get older and near the end of life. What will we be thinking about in the silence of any given day? By this time, many of my decisions would be in the past. This is what came to my mind…
I would like to be sitting in my boat on a nice clean lake, wearing a straw hat to protect myself from the glaring sun with Vernell next to me. I want to tell her that I loved her and my life. I want to talk about those lunches and dinners we shared with our family and friends – how at times we laughed so much we could hardly eat! I want to say that I held our friend Boris’ hand as he neared the end of his life, and we were there to give comfort to his loving wife. I want to talk about my early college basketball life and walking with her in the cool night air when we were in college.
I want to talk about when I was younger in a job I didn’t like, and I did everything I could to either change it or find ways to appreciate the one I had. I want to talk about the first management job I took with DRS, the awards that Unit gained and the staff that became a part of our family. I want to say that I moved to Houston to pursue my career. Sitting in that boat I want to say that I moved from a comfortable situation to a city where my family and I grew even happier. I pursued each job with excellence and the clear intention to support my coworkers and the agency I worked for. I want to speak of the Houston staff that allowed me to make a difference in their lives and those citizens of Texas with disabilities.
I want to reminisce about the troubled Units that became shining stars in the State. About the growth of RST’s and VRC’s that faced challenges, but kept striving, and are now successful and satisfied. I want to speak of staff that were issued performance levels only to flourish at what they do each day. I want to recall the area managers who are now looking to take my place as the regional director, the growth in life , and the work that I shared with all of my Houston staff as I sit fishing and traveling with Vernell.
I want to say that it was a good life with no regrets. I came to Houston to join a team and after the many years of providing the “E3 Service Essentials” I am still as happy and proud as I was back on my first day.
In your twilight years, looking back at your life and career with DRS, what will you be able to say?
We Can Be World Class…if YOU want it!
I am listening
Unquote…
This question made me think and reflect. When I look back at my life, what will I be able to say. Each day is a gift that cannot be taken for granted. Time is precious. There are some things in life that’s too important to overlook— family, good friends, health and wholeness. Enjoy every moment and when the time comes to transition from this earthly life to YOUR CHOSEN PLACE IN ETERNITY, you can be confident that you lived a fulfilling life committed to helping others; just because it was the right thing to do!
The Power Struggle June 13, 2009
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Remember Geraldine, a character played by Flip Wilson? When Geraldine did something that was wrong or mischievous, which was 99.5% of the time, her famous line was, “The devil made me do it!” Basically, it was an excuse to justify what she knew was the wrong thing to do.
That same line has been used ever since it was introduced. Only now, I think most people really believe it, especially Christians. Christians are blaming the devil a lot these days. When I really focused and meditated on Romans 7:18-25, I realized that to the Christian the devil is just a “sidekick”; he tempts, suggests, and will manipulate through deception if we don’t stay alert. He does have power to control those who’ve totally surrendered their body, mind and soul to him to possess his spirit (aka demon possessed). This is another topic for another time. Refer to Luke 4:31-35, Mary Magdalene, ref. Luke 8:2, Mark 9:17.
The reality is it’s in our sin nature to do what’s wrong. At some point if Christians keep intentionally disobeying God by listening and doing what the devil says they fall victim to him. Since our sin nature is drawn to doing what’s wrong, we can be easy prey for the roaring lion (Devil) to devour (I Peter 5:8).
Think back how it all started in the Garden of Eden. The serpent didn’t force Eve to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil in the Garden of Eden; neither did Eve force Adam. Although the shrewd serpent instigated and deceived Eve, he did not make her eat. He perverted the truth and enticed her. Yet, she chose to disobey God’s command; Adam chose to disobey also. Consequently, the entire human race was infected by a pandemic known as sin. The decision of Adam and Eve passed down to us all a dis-ease called “sin”. We have what is called a sinful nature that manifested when man did what God specifically said don’t do (Gen. 2:15-17). Their disobedience changed the course of life and everything was affected by it. They forfeited their own innocence, their children’s, and the entire human race because of their rebellion against God’s instruction (Rom. 5:12-14, I Cor. 15:21-22, 45-49). In essence, within us all is the greater desire to do what is wrong instead of what is right even though we may know it’s wrong. Consequently, we’re in a power struggle with our sin nature.
This is what Paul was explaining to the Roman Christians as he used himself for an example. Like all of us it’s easier to do what is wrong than it is to do what is right; thus the power struggle with sin—between right and wrong, obedience and disobedience. Think about! Lying is manifested early with toddlers. Parents do not have to teach them. It’s in their nature (Psalm 51:5).
(Here’s an example: Have you ever did something you know was wrong and after you did you ask, “Why did I do that?” The answer is in Romans 7:15-17.
15 I don’t really understand myself, for I want to do what is right, but I don’t do it. Instead, I do what I hate. 16 But if I know that what I am doing is wrong, this shows that I agree that the law is good. 17 So I am not the one doing wrong; it is sin living in me that does it.
Knowing the truth about my sin nature and admitting it aids in disarming the enemy from using my weaknesses against me. Paul continues by saying, 18 And I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.[d]
I want to do what is right, but I can’t. 19 I want to do what is good, but I don’t. I don’t want to do what is wrong, but I do it anyway. 20 But if I do what I don’t want to do, I am not really the one doing wrong; it is sin living in me that does it.
One of the greatest benefits of studying the Word of God is discovery. It opens up a whole new way of thinking, processing and living life according to Kingdom principles. More importantly, the discovery is about “self”. Too often we like to mirror the Word against the faults and weaknesses of others. The truth? I need help before I can truthfully help you. I have to deal with my own issues first or else I’ll be like a contagious virus passing it on to others in the spirit realm causing a sin epidemic. Okay. Let me say it! The Church is in trouble now because of a sin pandemic—sin nature is controlling from the pulpit to the pew!
Back to discovery… Listen to what Paul says, 21 I have discovered this principle of life—that when I want to do what is right, I inevitably do what is wrong. 22 I love God’s law with all my heart. 23 But there is another power[e] within me that is at war with my mind. This power makes me a slave to the sin that is still within me.
I can never underestimate my propensity to commit sin. Yes. I love the Lord and His Word with all my heart. But the truth is because I love the Lord with all my heart, the power struggle is even greater. The power struggle is with my mind; my sin nature wants to enslave me! Therefore, daily I must fortify my mind using the arsenal of weapons that God has provided—the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God, faith, prayer, (praying in the Spirit), fasting, the Blood of Jesus, praise, worship. Yeah, admit it, you have thoughts that are not right and you know it, but do you act on them? Sometimes! And do you feel justified? Sometimes. Come’ on tell the truth! Admit it like Paul did, 24 Oh, what a miserable person I am! Who will free me from this life that is dominated by sin and death?
Like Apostle Paul, I’m so thankful for what Jesus Christ did. 25 Thank God! The answer is in Jesus Christ our Lord. He did not have a “sinful nature” because Mary was a virgin and had not had sexual intercourse with another human man (Joseph), which would have passed on the human sin nature. The Holy Ghost impregnated. Sure, it’s a mystery! But if you really meditate on it and ask God for revelation you can believe it. Refer Isaiah 7:14, Luke 1:26-38.
The answer for the world is Jesus Christ! However, the question is do you want to live a life dominated by your sinful nature? It’s a choice (man has a free will to choose just like Adam and Eve).
Praise God! I choose to live confident in God’s power to free me from the controlling power of my sin nature. I belong to Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1) and because I belong to Him, the power of the life-giving Spirit has freed me from the power of sin that leads to death. Simple because I choose the way of life through faith in Christ, I am empowered by the Holy Spirit who controls my mind. And by letting the Spirit of God control my mind it leads to life and peace (Romans 8:6). Does this mean I never do anything wrong? Of course not! But as Paul explains in the next chapter (8:1), I’m not condemned because I’m in Christ, and my heart’s desire is to please God. Therefore, when I do what’s wrong, I repent and for forgiveness and move on. I don’t keep doing what’s wrong, and using an excuse to justify my sin.
How do you know if your sinful nature is controlling? Ask yourself honestly, “What do I think about most of the time, doing what is right or wrong?” 5 Those who are dominated by the sinful nature think about sinful things, but those who are controlled by the Holy Spirit think about things that please the Spirit (Romans 8:5).
To tell you the truth, the power struggle will always be within until your earthly life ends. The power struggle is manifested in every walk of life. It does not discriminate on the basis of religion, race, nationality, political views, sex, age, or any other aspect of life. It’s manifested in the family, the Church, workplace, government, on every continent in every country and island. Wherever there are human beings there is a power struggle within that is manifested in either right and wrong attitudes and actions. The dominating power will be displayed whether right or wrong, good or evil.
And people are asking questions like, “Why is the world in such mess, what is the world coming to?” Now you know—it’s a power struggle—man’s sinful nature is determined to dominate. But the good news is with Jesus Christ you’re destined to win by the power of the Holy Spirit of Christ if you so choose God’s Way, Truth and Life.
Will you keep using Geraldine’s excuse, “the devil made me do it, or will you man up and say my sinful nature is in control, and I want to change? I want the Spirit of God to control my mind. I need peace or otherwise I’m fighting a losing the battle.
What is your choice?
The Confidence Crisis March 5, 2009
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Very few mornings do I get a chance to watch Good Morning America, so if there’s anything I’d like to watch later, I set my DVR. This morning, I watched a portion of a report entitled, “Confidence Crisis: How does America get it back.” Although I didn’t think it interesting enough to record, I do feel it important enough to express my views based on my personal beliefs.
For many Americans the recession has them wondering what it takes to survive this crisis. Frankly, the foundation that millions have built their lives upon is being bulldozed by greed and crushed by the exposure of covert operations in high places. Do you find the sudden exposure of investments tyrants, like the Madoffs, Sanfords, and other financial tycoons ironic? Truth always wins over evil! “You will be safe, if you always do right, but you will get caught, if you are dishonest” (Proverbs 10:9).
Moreover, trusting in an economic system built upon lies and deception is like building a house upon sand. When the torrents of dishonesty come, the streams of greed rise, and the illusion of justice blow profusely and beat against all in society many are destined to fall with a great crash. It’s only those who built their lives upon the Rock that will hold fast to their confidence in the Christ and stand firmly declaring victory in spite of a turbulent economy.
Does it mean they don’t experience the affects of the crisis? No. The difference between confidence in an economic system and the Kingdom of God is knowing that all systems are powerless against the purposes of the Eternal King. Therefore, if the affects are felt, i.e., foreclosure, job loss, etc., confidence in the Word of truth is foundational and keeps us grounded knowing that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28).
Here is a word of Truth that will help America get her confidence back: Start living true to the slogan on American coins and currency—”In God We Trust.” Moreover, confidence in the prayers of us who trust in the grace and mercy of our God as we pray, “Your kingdom come; Your will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.“
No doubt the road to recovery for America will be long; however, the journey should be one that strengthens us as ‘one nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all’. When this is lived in truth, America can get her confidence back; but hopefully this time, not in her financial system, or economic strength, or as a global giant, but as a righteous nation whose God is the LORD.
Here’s a faith anchor for anyone with sinking confidence:
“Have no fear of sudden disaster or of the ruin that overtakes the wicked, for the LORD will be your confidence and will keep your foot from being snared.”
—Proverbs 3:25-26
Pulpit Politics or Religious Profiling September 30, 2008
Posted by Queen Phillips in Christianity, Innermost Thoughts, faith, politics.Tags: abortion, black in america, christians, endorsements, evangelicals, homosexuality, IRS, McCain, obama, pastors, pulpit politics, race relations, racial profiling
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With all that’s going on in America, we are in a desperate situation and should be shouting in unity for God to shed His grace upon our nation.
Instead, the voice of division is screaming louder and louder as many mock and ridicule the existence of God, not to mention our need for His grace and mercy in these stressful times, and the greater difficulties we will face in the days ahead.
The most appalling is the voice of division coming from the religious community; specifically the Christians—evangelicals, conservatives, fundamentalists, liberals, and every other label they can come up with to promote their agendas, religious prejudices, and racial biases, all in the name of God, and the bible.
You would think that if we all believe in one faith, one baptism, and one Lord, based upon the gospel of Jesus Christ, there wouldn’t be such divisiveness being publicized about one issue, or one’s disagreement over a candidate’s decision not to impose his personal values and beliefs on individuals. Did they forget that God Himself gives people free will to choose? Freedom of choice is a privilege given by the Creator. Man makes his own decisions—right or wrong.
My question is this: Why in this year’s presidential election did these pastors decide to break the IRS rule to endorse a candidate, and publicly tell their parishioners who to vote for as the candidate of choice? This law has been in effect over 50 years, but this year is the year of radical defiance. What is it about this picture? Take another look…
I know, I know! The “R” word always comes up! So here goes. Could it be that because the presidential candidacy is between a black man and a white man that this is now a cause to fight for “freedom of speech from the pulpit” although this IRS law prohibiting political endorsements by churches, and nonprofit/charities, or lose the tax-exempt status has been in place for fifty plus years?
McCain and Obama aren’t the first candidates to disagree on social issues. They both confess they are Christian by believing in and accepting Jesus Christ as Savior. So why is it so critical now to defy a government law to make a point of telling people who to vote for? Could it be that these pastors would rather defy a government law, which the bible says is rebelling against God, and risk loss because they want to publicly and explicitly say don’t vote for a black man to be president of the United States? And God help any black preacher that’s been distracted by this political game of religious intimidation.
Ummm… What do you think? I think this presidential election is exposing the hypocrisy and hatred that’s been hidden deeply in the heart of people who call themselves devout evangelicals and conservatives. What happen to just being Christian anyway?
The more I listen and observe to the evangelicals and conservatives I’m convinced these are only labels to identify their subtle prejudices, and double standards. It seems they only teach against abortion and homosexuality. What a farce! Could it be a disguise to cover up sins of the heart? Jesus dealt with the “whole” man and all the issues of life. He didn’t teach hate but love, he didn’t promote division, but prayed that we be One as He and the Father are One. The one thing he did hate was hypocrisy—talking the talk but not walking the walk (Matthew 23:1-33). This is the kind of hypocrisy that will be exposed (Luke 12:1-20), and in the end God’s purposes will prevail.
These kinds of pulpit politics from pastors under the pretense of religion and Christianity are really a slap in the face to their parishioners. It really says that their congregants are incapable of making their own decisions. I hope they’re intelligent enough to think and decide for themselves.
Truth is, if prejudice and hatred are motives for this need to defy the federal law they will suffer the consequences justly. As spiritual leaders and pastors, instead of promoting division among Christians, they should be encouraging people to vote God-conscious in accordance with the Bible that they supposedly take “literally”— Proverbs 3:5-6, “Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take.”
Besides, it’s your right to vote for whomever you want. But be truthful about it. Just say you voting for John McCain because he’s white. Don’t try to “spiritualize” it. The real issue is not about whom you’re voting for. It’s about the truth. If you say you’re teaching the bible, the bible is Truth.
I advocate for truth. Guess what? The truth is, I’m voting for Barack Obama; he’s Christian and he’s black. There. I said it! Hey! But I made that decision myself. Besides, I’ve been voting for white men for the past thirty (30) years. I didn’t have a choice, other than to not exercise my voting rights. Couldn’t do that; too many sacrificed their life for me not to exercise the rights finally given to me to vote. So I voted for white men.
Another truth? If Barack were a republican, I’d still vote for him. So I’ll exercise my freedom of choice. When does “freedom” of speech override “freedom” of choice? Why can’t these pastors give their congregation the dignity of personal decision? Why can’t these evangelicals and conservatives let people follow their own heart and stop sending emails, and prophetic words to persuade and promote a McCain/Palin ticket?
Herein is the same egotistical spirit of religion, which blinded the Pharisees and Sadducees from accepting Jesus Christ as the promised Messiah because He didn’t measure up to their standards, or meet their expectations. He didn’t appeal their class. He didn’t agree with them. He certainly didn’t speak their language because His message of truth exposed their lies, hatred, hypocrisy, rebellion, and piousness.
It is a mockery to say you’re defending the faith and teaching the Bible by breaking the law. The Bible is clear in Romans 13:1-2, “Everyone must submit himself to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God. Consequently, he who rebels against the authority is rebelling against what God has instituted, and those who do so will bring judgment on themselves.” So, now Pastor Jody Hice, since you take the Bible literally how do you and your fellow clergymen, and the Allied Defense Fund justify breaking a federal regulations based on this above Scripture?
Obama’s Choice August 24, 2008
Posted by Queen Phillips in politics.Tags: biden, change, choices, cnn, decisions, media, obama, politics
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The talk of the media is about the pros and cons of Barack Obama’s choice of Joe Biden as his running mate. Everybody has an opinion, even me. So here goes…
Whatever process the Obama campaign used to reach this decision is unknown; therefore, only speculation is bombarding the media. It’s interesting to note that many see this choice as an admission to Obama’s inexperience and his lack of knowledge about foreign relations.
Every day we have to make choices. We make decisions about everything—the smallest to the greatest. We make some good decisions; we make some bad decisions. However, there will always be questions raised about the decisions we make at all levels, in all arenas publicly or privately.
Consequently, Sen. Barack Obama’s choice raises the question of whether his message of change is now canned with a seasoned thirty-six-year politician by his side.
In my opinion, I think the message of change still stands! Why? When have you known a presidential candidate to openly admit the truth about his weaknesses? These days, it’s all about the truth? Lies about any and everything will be exposed sooner or later. So why try to cover up and pretend when the facts are there? It’s no secret about Barack’s short time of four years in Washington, D.C. It’s true that he’s inexperienced about foreign relations. For Barack to choose a running mate that brings to the table the experience that he lacks is a major step in his message of change. It’s about time we have a politician, and I pray, a president that tells the truth.
Change has begun when a presidential candidate is open enough to choose a vice presidential candidate with strengths to compensate for his weaknesses. Furthermore, Barack’s choice says to me that he’s secure in his identity. He is courageous and brillant. He knew the McCain campaign would attack using Biden’s own words as they did.
In my opinion, Barack Obama’s message of change has been implemented by his choice of Joe Biden as his running mate. May the blessing of the Lord be upon them and their assignments; that God’s kingdom would come and His will be done in earth as it is heaven.
I pray for peace, purpose, and power as we pursue God’s plan for our lives , America and world.
Truth is, change has come! Amazingly, this is one step in the right direction for Americans when we all can admit our weaknesses and unite with others as a team to strengthen our nation. When we are secure in ourselves, open about our needs, acknowledge our weaknesses, and tell the truth, we position ourselves for success and greatness.
Another one? Betrayal Connection! August 8, 2008
Posted by Queen Phillips in Innermost Thoughts, life, politics, women.Tags: betrayal, detroit, marriage, mayor, new york, pain, trust, truth
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BETRAYAL! one of the most painful, embrassing, and incomprehensive truths to face in life especially in the marital relationship.
Of course, those of us tucked away in private life have an advantage, you could say… the world is not watching. However, for high profilers, this is another matter…
How do you get over betrayal, whether public display or private? You start by facing the truth–imperfect people living by an inconsistent value system. It’s simple. Saying one thing, but doing something totally different. Advocating truth, and moral behavior, but living a lie.
Living by inconsistent values results in broken lives, relationships, and dreams. It affects all of society either directly or indirectly.
Will we ever realize that we are all connected, and what we do affects more people than we know? (Read Acts 17:26). Regardless of the color of your skin, betrayal hurts the white woman just like it does the black woman. And when it’s all said and done they both can share the pain, the embarassment, and incomprehensive truth. Now First Lady of Detroit, and First Lady of New York are connected by the pains of betrayal caused by their “mayor” husbands who chose to live by inconsistent values as leaders.
Can you handle the truth? July 24, 2008
Posted by Queen Phillips in Innermost Thoughts.Tags: black in america, cnn, race, soledad o'brien
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As I sat attentively watching and listening to CNN presents “Black in America, The Black Woman and Family,” I couldn’t help but wonder what kind of impact this “reality” would have on our community. Will it be viewed as just another documentary or TV show? Will we watch it for two days and forget that it aired in a week? Or will it be a “wake up call” to seriously examine our attitudes and actions, make better choices, and simply make a decision live responsibly and be accountable by doing what’s right. right.
From the documentary an assumption would be that the black community is in peril. Sure, we face disparities in education, a breakdown in family values, financial struggles, healthcare disadvantages, and chronic disease, specifically HIV/AIDS. But I choose to believe that we are overcomers. I know first hand about struggles as a single mother, but more importantly I know that my faith in Jesus Christ has sustained me.
We must be able to handle the truth about our attitude and actions within our own community, our society, and about non-blacks as a whole.
Can we look within ourselves and ask the tough questions? Some can; some will; some won’t because they choose not to. Do we have the answers to justify the challenges we face? No. But God will give you strength for the journey as long as you remain confident in Him as your Source to carry you through whatever challenges you will ever face in life.
Can you handle the truth?
Gift to the World – Dr. Michael DeBakey July 16, 2008
Posted by Queen Phillips in Innermost Thoughts.Tags: bible, Dr. DeBakey, heart, life, servant, success, sunday school
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Dr. Michael DeBakey, a gift from God to the world! A gift from God? Perhaps, many may question such a statement, but I choose to believe that we are all gifts from God and He has purposed us for greatness as measured by His timepiece.
It’s obvious that Dr. DeBakey had the “gift of healing” performing some 60,000 surgeries. His genius about the human heart provokes a divine symbolism since the heart is a matter of great concern to our spirituality. Dr. DeBakey lived a full life serving his fellowman, and doing what God called him to do. What a blessing to reflect on a life well lived and spent making a difference in the world. As I listened to his last interview with Dave Ward, anchor on KTRK-13 Houston, TX, what stood out most was to hear about his childhood in Lake Charles, LA, especially the part about being a Sunday School student. He said that he won a bible every year for his attendance. How sobering to note that a world renown heart surgeon grew up a student of the Word of God. It’s apparent that Dr. DeBakey got a solid foundation that prepared him for good success.
It reminds of what God said to Joshua, “Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful.” -Joshua 1:8
Musings on Freedom July 4, 2008
Posted by Queen Phillips in Innermost Thoughts.Tags: America, dreams, freedom, independence, July 4, USA
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Independence Day, July 4th…
What a blessing to live in this great country America. I think too often we take it for granted that we have the freedom that many others can only imagine. It’s no wonder so many go the extreme to come to America; they will even die trying to get here…just for the opportunity to live in the United States of America. Unfortunately, captialization has become a way of life to extort the dreams of others who desire the freedom we have. When we really think about the freedom and opportunities we have, it’s really saddening to know that so many take it for granted. Does this freedom we experience negate the problems and challenges we face? I think not. It would be unrealistic to live in a society where there are no challenges. Sure. We’ve got a long way to go, but overall we’ve come a longer way.
So this day, I must express my gratitude for the privleges I have as a citizen of the USA. And this is my continuous prayer: “God Bless America!”
Are you a grateful American? What is it about this nation that makes you feel it’s a great place to call home?
Reality check— Doctors die too! April 17, 2008
Posted by Queen Phillips in Innermost Thoughts.Tags: death, doctors
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I guess it could be that we don’t think of our primary care physician as human…for a lack of better terms.
When making an appointment to see your doctor to make sure everything’s all right with yourself can have a “ruffling” affect to hear the receptionist respond, “I regret to inform you that Dr. B died last week.” This was my experience today.
Of course, my response was a startling exclamation, “Oh my God…” Needless to say, how the explosion of thoughts and questions sent me running for cover to regain my emotional security. But I knew she wouldn’t give any details, so I didn’t probe. Maybe I should have… oh well.
I really liked Dr. B. I’d been going to him for over 10 years; and had recently switched my 17-year old son from his pediatrician to him. Upon his first visit, even he liked Dr. B. He was always so personable, caring, thoughtful and concerned about his patients. I guess I didn’t face the reality that doctors have health challenges too. He was not immune even though he provided health care and advice to others.
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